Sunday, June 28, 2015

Its Written.

Hey Pretty Woman!

Ten days have passed since The Month of Qur'an has started!(Dated 11,Ramadan, 1436)

So have you walked down the aisle of Dhikr and Salaat? Did you give yourself a check on the many things you want to ask from The Most High and validate yourself as to
 why you want them like badly? Did you tongue moisten today with His remembrance? Did you go on all-sujood imaging Him in His Excellence, descending to the closest Heaven asking, "“Who will call upon Me, that I may answer Him? Who will ask of Me, that I may give him? Who will seek My forgiveness, that I may forgive him?” 
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Have you gone into the extent of forgiving everyone who could not put up a smile to you, could not reason you with wisdom, could not satisfy your needs? Did it
 all make you realise that none is perfect? Did you look into yourself, oh Muslimah, in this Month Of Rahma, and found out your faults, your weakness and wept into it, mending its bushes? Did you talk less and contemplate more, jogging towards the Sirat Al Mustaqeem, craving? Has the thought ever occurred to you, that you, may not be there to celebrate and receive Eidi in say, 1437 A.H? Did you know that you will be put on shame if you surpassed this month ‘without your sins’ withered off from your chest?

Hayyalal Falaah. Hayyaalal Falaah.
(Hurry to success, hurry to success)

True, all this is written; there is this HUGE master plan behind all that is happening to you. Reason for you to be less attractive must be that if given otherwise, your level of
 Kibr would have fantasised. Why you were born in a society where weddings were festivals may be because, there was a change required to be implemented, through you, by your consistent prayers and trials. Why you were not born with silver spoon in your mouth may be because there was a need for you to look upon Syrian Miskeen kids with sombre eyes and raise your heart to them. Why you conflict less, get along easy with others, keep a civil tongue, may be because, there were people waiting in line to learn from you, take an inspiration from you. Why you filtered your leisure pursuit, left the cycle of friends whom you thought you couldn't live without (wait a minute, xD xD xD), picked up yourself from your pits and gave a Roller Coaster ride over this embassy of life, may be because there is this superlative, astooonishing event in your life, in the offing, seeded already, waiting to be ripened so that it can rip your lungs out in surprise. Why your heart cringe seeing your Ikhwan and Akhawat in Islam and Humanity, transgress before you, listen to blasting- roaring music beside you, talk flirtatiously and famously to you, may be because YOU needed a reminder often as to where your dungeon was; that you may not look down on them except to give them a hand, except to tell them that there was a way out, except to make Dua. Why your maintain Sabr when your family tests you with perking questions, Your wits and whims were tuned to logics, in hunt mode for knowledge, unswervingly escalating towards nourishing your soul, has reason sweets!





 When will you stop considering yourself as an abbreviated piece of nothing? When will you stop considering yourself as an arm chair critic- and stop demeaning yourself as that 'best of the three' has remarked? When will you chin up and give a big cheese to your family and friends and believe that you are
 indeed a Happy Cheese Maker? (Oh Snap!:P) 

 So chin up buttercup! this too shall pass. 













Sunday, June 14, 2015

Impervious

Its been four years, three n a half approx, since she had a pen against a diary. And what made her kick off, is in itself a big coincidence


She has recently developed a habit of opening up Al Furqan Tafsir and randomly by hearting an Ayah. Then she go up and down the same, checking the history and grows all awe about it. Her Uppava has once told her that if you start reading the Tafseer, you wont stop at one. Of course she was supercilious and nasty minded back then.
The famous Ayah, ''He found you lost, and guided you, '' , was so true for her. Alhamdulillah.

🚪Page opened up to Surah No 68, Al Qalam, The Pen.



No not ours, but Allah's Angels'. Those which Angels' use to write our wrong deeds and right deeds. And He subhaanawat'ala ''swore'' upon it, He subhaanawat'ala, SWORE upon the Pen with which Angels' are writing our records and said,

📖'' You, (Oh Mohammed saw), by the Grace of Allah, are not mad '' - 68:2

It plunged her. She imagined that beloved face getting upset about his own people calling him صلي الله عليه وسلم, a mad man. Those of them who knew he wouldn't lie, who KNEW his moral fiber was in its excellency, who knew, Al Ameen, The Trustworthy, wouldn't wish anything but the world of goodness to them. Him, The Best of the Creation, was called a Madman.


💡Ever got that look, when you explain why praying on time is important (omg! Five TIMES a DAY)?
💡When you crib n cross about that strand of hair being seen?
💡When you decide to get married rather than getting a Masters/ PhD/AndOtherWhatNots focusing on the Ajr you would gain (In Sha Allah) otherwise- being a wife?
💡When that flock of your lots who hahas in the canteen chorus slaamaleykkum USTAAD because of that AWESOMENESS under our chin?


Allah subhaanawat'ala consoled خالق الخلق immediately.

Next ayah, sure is an ayah to remember and reflect when your contacts tests you with Sabr.

وان لك لاجر غير ممنون. 
And verily, for you will be an endless reward. (68:3)❤

So I decided to respond a WA Alaikum, smile and revive a Sunnah, and open randomly another page of the Guidance, safely put up in لَوۡحٍ مَّحۡفُوۡظٍ

Morning blues.

She can't cater to this dejection mode always. We all have that one person whom we point to, to owe our mistakes to. Usually they...